The lowest period of my life and one I feel lucky to have gotten out of. This is a very young man losing all sense of who he was and was minutes away from suicide. Nothing dramatic about that, just the truth. This was the crossroads of my life. The story certainly continues past #184, but this is the meat of it.
 

01.27.02
Entry #171 - My Dear...
02.02.02
Entry #172 - The Last Straw...
02.03.02
Entry #173 - Incomprehensible...
02.04.02
Entry #174 - (sigh) Nevermind...
02.09.02
Entry #176 - Unlocked Depression...
02.22.02
Entry #179 - Vicodinner...
03.05.02
Entry #182 - I'm slowing down...
03.08.02
Entry #183 - A Shock to the System...
03.11.02
Entry #184 - Irreconcilable Differences...
03.12.02

Entry #185 - Bombshells from LA...