ENTRY #122
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12:01 AM, Friday, May 4th, 2001:
 
"I'm not married to this idea, but..." Adam said to his manager as he stuffed more raw fish into his mouth. He was speaking of his script and at this exact moment became immediately aware of his surroundings and the words just uttered from his mouth.
 
From his "only-in-L.A." skin tight black shirt, to the "surf-walker" shoes, to going over a script in a sushi-bar in L.A. - to the incredibly cliched "I'm not married to this idea..." - Adam realized the old addage: You can't go home again.
 
That's indeed the cool thing about "The Journey". The ability to pinpoint where the changes occur, so when I become the total prick celebrity in a few years - we'll know where I got it from. LOL.
 
I mean is that the most "L.A" thing you've ever heard? How did this happen? Where's the Adam we used to know -
 
JESUS I'M EVEN TALKING ABOUT MYSELF IN THE 3RD PERSON!!!
AAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
 
Ha ha ha ha. Well the true reason for this entry was to explain my recent addiction to sushi. And I do mean addiction. I want to eat sushi everyday for the rest of my life now. I can't of course, because sushi is FUCKING expensive, but when I have the money - I will eat it everyday. This I swear to you. And how did this come to be? What WHACKO place in LA did I go to that turned me so "Woody Harrelson"?
 
Restaurant Japan...in Columbus Ohio.
 
See! You can't call me too LA. I come all the way back to Columbus to try my first sushi. Nothing more ironic than that. What got me was the day before my family and I went I had eaten soooooooo much fattening greasy food from the "greek easter" Sunday dinner. So much that I was full and sick the entire next day and couldn't eat until dinner time Monday evening. I was doubting the sushi would fill me up - but here was the amazing part: not only did it fill me up, but it was the most pleasant I've ever felt after a meal. The feeling of being full but not stuffed. Having lots of energy. Not having the "heavy" feeling after you eat. It was amazing. And I was satisfied. I didn't feel like I used to after every meal: "I could eat that again"...I was full, and felt great.
 
So I come back to L.A. and all I can think of sushi. Before I go though, Jess and I went out with the Director of "Pep Talk" Marshall, and his girlfriend to Calendar's and I think I tried red meat for the last time. I know that Sirloin Chili Nachos is not what you should judge all meat on, but sweet jesus did my body react. But goddamnit I was pissed at having to be the weird guy that won't eat anything...ya know? Always getting the fuckin' diet food when freinds are chowin' down. So I thought I'll still order the fish and rice, but I'll split with the table the combo platter. Little did I realize that I would be so full that I couldn't even touch my dinner...or that I would need to excorcise the demons from MY ASS later that night....LOL. I know what your saying: "Don't swear off meat because of some greasy nachos..." but the truth of the matter is...other than in Columbus, I've barely had any red meat since the year 2000. So it's not as if I'm making some big ass change here...I already did. The sriloin-chili-ass-explosion EXTRAVAGANZA!...was just the last straw.
 
And then came Sumo Sushi. A sushi bar within walking distance with sushi rolls for $2.50. I know, sushi is dangerous enough without going the "discount route", but it's got a big "A" from the health department - so what the hell. After a Sunday meal with friends and having the same content, but not stuffed feeling...I was officially hooked. The only problem now is of course, I can't possibly afford it. So it's still a "treat", but believe-you-me the day that I can...whew. Watch out. And here's proof that I am actually eating wiggling slabs of raw fish and enjoying it...
 
Jess on the other hand...she's not diggin' this too much. In fact it's safe to say she freakin' hates it. Actually she says, goddamn this is funny, that she likes sushi...except for the seaweed (which holds the rolls together), and the raw fish. LOL. I keep trying to explain to her that she doesn't like sushi then. Although some sushi is cooked, and some has no seaweed...getting both together means basically ordering a bowl of with some cooked fish over it. And well, that just ain't sushi. The thought of raw fish absolutely makes her skin crawl, and I'm not sure why it doesn't do the same for me...all I know is it's incredibly good and I could honestly eat it everyday for the rest of my life and be more than happy. It's healthy, light and amazing.
 
On The Trinitrons front, it's actually much better than I had thought. The first draft is officially done, and I'm rewriting a few things, finishing up one of the songs, and punching up a few lines. I hope to have all of that done this week and then do final mock-ups the rest of this month amazingly enough. You gotta remember that there's no going back once it's completed. So the script has to be analyzed over and over and over. There's also a special guest star we're hoping to get for the end of the one-man show that would absolutely rock. It's perfect and amazingly, Charlotte has his home phone number. Of COURSE I'm not saying who it is now, so don't even think of emailing me - but it'll make you laugh. We want to get the script to him as soon as possible and cross our fingers that he's willing to help us out. Not sure why the hell he would, but Charlotte said he's got such a cool sense of humor that she's confident he'd get a kick out of this. And we'd only need to tape about a 20-30 second little monologue and edit it into one of the tvs. Goddamn this would be perfect. But anyway, though it's taking too damn long, everything is going really well and the end result should be an amazing one-man show. I'm still unsure about the 5-7 minute comedy club bits, but Charlotte said there's a chance that we can get more time in those clubs. So all focus now is refining this first draft and getting "____" to say "yes". Giddy-up.
 
And finally, though I dare not even mention it for fear of getting off track, I met an animator a few days ago and The Boyles have of course come into mind again. This guy's worked on South Park, The Family Guy, Dilbert, among others...and is working on his own pitches during his down time. Yet again, The Boyles comes to mind because there's 60 freakin' finished episodes all with the voices SFX and music COMPLETE. Of course everything would have to be edited, and half the freakin episodes wouldn't work because they're so "inside", but there's so much already done. And the relationship of a Grandfather and his grandson getting into all sorts of trouble is a cool premise for a show. Lester and Johnny's voices are dead-on and with a great animator...wow. I have yet to play him all The Boyles Episodes, but it's coming. It seems The Boyles just won't go away, and I certainly don't want them to...but I need someone to get as excited about them as I have been for 5 years now. So to all The Boyles fans out there, Lester Lives on...and I may just have to give you this guy's email address and let you slam him with a barrage of pleadings: "PLEASE ANIMATE THE BOYLES!" - heh.
 
So wow, life rocks man. This whole losing weight thing has done wonders for my well being and it's happened at a time when the rest of my life is kicking ass too. I no longer feel out of control here. As if it'll all fall to shit in a day. In fact I just renewed 4tvs.com for 2 years instead of 1 because well...ya just gotta believe that in 2003 4tvs will still be kickin'.
 
Happy, happy. Joy, joy.
 
Adam
 
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