Happy birthday my
brotha! How's life been for you? Hope things are
lookin' up. Hope you're doin' good in
school.
Does school seem
incredibly stupid to you? I bet it does, but believe
me...you're day to day life will be so much more fun
if you keep things goin' good in school. You'll be
amazed at how much fun dad can be if you don't act up
in school. HAHAHA. I was lucky because
I always got to see the "fun" side of dad,
because I lived with my mom. So when I was
with dad we got to screw-off and go see movies and
stuff.
I am astounded
that you're 11. I remember people telling me they were
astounded at how old I was when I was a kid. I always
thought they were goofy, of course now I'm doing the
same to you. I think I'm just dumbfounded that someone
born in the 90's could be 11. WOW.
Life out here in
LA has been strange. I miss everyone so much, but
I'm certain that I have what it takes to make it in
the entertainment world. I'm constantly struggling
between what I want to do, and what I have to do...or
even knowing what I'm supposed to do. I often
think of you, and your world...and wish I could be 11
again. What's great for you, is that the next couple
of years will determine the rest of your life. What
you LOVE to do in the next couple of years will
be what you'll want to do for the rest of your life.
Man, you'll be inventing the next gadget we use in the
future I'm sure. Keep doing that man. Keep imagining a
better way to do things, and I guarantee you'll invent
it. That's what I did...that's what 4tvs is really -
an invention, and a vision of a cooler/funnier way of
doing things.
Anyway, I miss you
a bunch. I always hope that you feel happy. I pray
that you know how much dad and Lonna love you. I know
your life has been very unstable and crazy, but rest
assured that I ALWAYS think of you, and ALWAYS hope
you're doing well. Hopefully in the coming months, dad
can set up a way that we can send email back and forth
to each other - so we can keep in contact.
Oh, I
almost forgot! Your present! As you know,
I have NO cash...and can't send you
anything tangible (something you could
hold) for your birthday. Hopefully you'll
like this though. Remember last year's
video? Well here's a new one...and quite
cool if you ask me. I am a cool older
brother. :-)
Looks
like I'll be home in April, so we can have
some fun then. Enjoy
the
video...
