ENTRY #188
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1:44 PM, Friday, March 29th, 2002:
 
Timing is everything. Shit's been too serious for too long, and truly, who knows what part this all may play in "The Journey"...
 
Anyone who knows me, knows I enjoy a videogame every now and again.
 
LOL.
 
I LOVE them. I've loved videogames since the 70's. I do remember standing on CHAIRS to play arcade units with my uncle. He would play Space Invaders, and I would play Circus. I sucked at Space Invaders...in fact I still do - that game is actually pretty difficult. ANYWAY. An addiction for well over 20 years now.
 
For this entry, I actually decided to just set a camera on me to see just how insane I looked when I played videogames. It's quite obvious I'm an addict. LOL. As well, Jess is gonna KILL me for putting a video of HER online. Dude, this is the funniest thing I've ever taped of her. I secretly taped her in 2000 playing Ms. Pac-man. This sweet, tiny, docile little girl is just as much of an addict to the digital crack as I am. God I love her. And now you get to laugh at her too. You may wanna save this while you can. I may have to take it off line so I don't have to sleep on the couch this week. LOLOL.
 
Anyway, my love for videogames has actually been somewhat soothing the past few months. Though virtually impossible as a tool for "keeping my mind off things", for brief periods of time, I could smile. Valuable, so valuable...
 
So Nintendo released the GameCube in November and their games on these tiny mini-dvds. Yet their cases were still full-sized DVD cases. Well it annoyed the hell out of me. The cases are bigger than the console itself. Had to go find some smaller cases for my games. Figured I'd make my own little covers, and all would be good. Well I found these PERFECT super-slim cases, but the little wankers only came in packs of 25. (sigh). So I bought all 25, and got an idea... Told Marshall who was with me: "Bet you I can sell these on Ebay."
 
Quick aside - Ebay ROCKS. You could shit in a bag, and sell it. SERIOUSLY. Hmmm...
 
So anyway - I took some time and redesigned the covers for the games I owned, and threw up an auction on Ebay. Well apparently everyone was frustrated with how big the original cases were, 'cause they sold and sold and sold. Pretty soon, I had about 150 cases sold. Nuts. It got so crazy, I felt I needed to make a site quickly so I could advertise these puppies. And wouldn't ya know: MiniCases.com wasn't taken. Giddy-up. Click it if you'd like...
 
The best thing about this, is it's not a one-time sale. Every single person who's gotten the cases has been quite happy...and since they continue to buy games - they come right back to me. I ship 'em fast as hell, and my quality control is just insane. Everything I ship is perfect. The prints are always flawless, and if I even cut them a hair off, I redo them. It works, people notice. Unfortunately Nintendo's delaying all their big games until later this year and things are a bit slow right now, but it could be a really nice bit of income in time. Some guy is interested in buying all of them. ALL OF THEM. Just as collector's items. Kick ass...
 
Well it seems a nice little pasttime has worked its way into a bit more. A couple months ago, Planet GameCube.com was asking for donations. Easily my favorite gaming site. They're the fastest news source, and have made quite a name for themselves in the past several years. Well I emailed the founder and told him I could donate time to help them edit their E3 video this year. They were really late with last years and lost a BUNCH of money. I told them I could have it finished in DAYS, not months. That alone would make them more than I could ever donate personally. What it eventually lead to was me becoming a staff writer for the site. That was the only way they could get me an E3 pass. So I'll be travelin' with them to E3 and getting to experience it this year as a bit of an insider. Should be quite fun.
 
Money? No. Even for being a staff writer? No. Anything? Well, it may get a mini-hardware review for the mini-cases. I'm not holding my breath really, but it would certainly be nice. They get a butt-load of traffic, and the exposure would rock. As it is, I have an official Staff Writer review on the site, and will be throwing my 2 cents in for their mailbag features and other goodies. Even threw up a news article on the possible November release of Metroid. It's a nice community to be part of, every other staffer has given me a warm welcome. Although I really have no room doing anything for free...sometimes - you gotta just enjoy life. My editing skills will be shown to the world on this video, and that could lead to something. It really has nothing to do with why I'm doing this. I offered to help. They needed it, I could give it, end of story. And honestly, I owe it to videogames. LOL. Kind of a "sup SUP" to the digital crack of the world. In their own little way they made me smile...if only for a moment. It's the least I can do...
 
And finally, let me apologize for the past few entries. A lot of you treat "The Journey" as your way to escape. And I'm sure you've thought more than a few times that my idea of "a hard life" is BULLSHIT. I know how I used to feel about people who had it better than me, bitching and moaning...and even talking about suicide. It made me sick to my stomache. Well, I hope I didn't turn anyone off to the whole thing because of what's happened. Please know that it actually HURTS me to write and show some of the things that I have lately. I know it sounds CRAZY. I know the SECOND I punch the period, that the previous sentence makes ZERO sense. All I can say is, I'm not being melodramatic here. In fact, there's some shit that I'll simply never mention 'cause the thoughts are just "too much". I wrote what I felt was necessary to those reading from the beginning, and will do my best to let it be from now on.
 
The good thing is, I hit the lowest point. There's something to be said for that. I hit it. I was allllllllll the way there, and made it back. The future only gets better from here.
 
Now come on Chicago... any FRIGGIN' day now...
 
Adam
 
 
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