Entry #48
 
7:39 PM, Monday, May 29th, 2000:
 
LOL - Sounds like a press release from NBC on the NBA Playoffs (only NBA fans will get that...)
 
Speaking of which: wouldn't a NY- LA Finals kick BUTT? Come on NY...you can do it.
 
Anyway, that seems to be a big part of my life now. Isn't that nice? Unfortunatley my computer is acting up like CRAZY, and I have a feeling some money is gonna have to go into it. Now where that money is gonna come from may be a bit of a stress, but for now, my only worry seems to be if NY can get 2 more wins and then get crushed by LA.
 
The MTV thing is a bit crazy. As it stands now, I'm in the lead in a few categories, but there's just not enough competition right now. So they're extending the first round to June with the second and final round into July. It all seems a bit moot to me, because they insist on relying on votes for the winner, so talent won't dictate the outcome. Obviously a sore spot for me, but a spot on a national commercial doesn't even compare with the opportunities I have right now. So if Joe in florida who can whistle dixie from his butt gets more votes than me, then oh well...lol. I'll be on MTV soon enough.
 
The past few days have been filled with video editing...I am always amazed at how time consuming it is. I'm getting a little stir-crazy to tell you the truth. I'm at this computer ALL-DAY. My work ethic has always been a strange series of runs. I work in huge 10-16 hour shifts of time and get extremely productive, and then I HAVE to just lay around. Not think of a DAMN thing. My head is just fried. And J-Dog is goin CRAZY. He feels better but I think if he'd have the choice he'd rather DIE than stay inside. At least that's what he's been telling me....EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY. I swear a small boy got his arm caught in a garbage disposal when I hear J-Dog cry. It's so miserable. We may have to give him away. Not sure how to help him. When I first moved out of the apartment with Burg, J-Dog cried for 6 months straight until I finally let him out. So we'll see...
 
Anyway, this entries' video is my 30 second audition for the "Special Talent" category. A category I am in the lead at...'cause there's no one else in it...lol. Please vote if you get the chance.
YouTube link added 02.13.09
 
Also, it's been awhile, but my music is at www.listen.com, and you can vote on it! So if you get the chance as well please check it out.
 
Who the hell has time for all this support of Adam? LOL.
 
Just reread this entry. How pathetic is this? Where's the drama? We're coming up on the 50th entry!!! I need some despair damnit....KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK...
 
Much love,
Jess & Adam
 
original video file
 
MAY 2000