- I know it's good
drama? But this kinda pissed me off. Remember, I'm
trying to run this thing. It's already an
organizational nightmare trying to get people to be
involved in this. Casting personality types, etc. And
Stacey wasn't even trying. She was angry because JT
was picking on her (believe me, we all know what
that's like) and just straight-up quit.
-
- This hits me in a
very different place than most. My entire life has
been built on NOT quitting. No matter how
fucking hard things get. Ironic this episode should
come up NOW in my life. When all I want to do is
curl up into a ball and die. No matter, I haven't. I'm
still producing - this entry is still going up - and
when people do the OPPOSITE? I get annoyed. Not
like she was gonna be around much longer than this
game? But quitting mid-show just irks me. Blah blah
blah. That's me talking...
-
- ... as the creator
watching everything after the fact? I guess it
works. I mean, it's the truth. She straight up called
that dude on a motorcycle and fucking stormed off. I
never heard from her again. No shit. She has since
posted some of the FOUR episodes, but she just
straight up quit. Grrrrrr. Sorry, still a little
frustrated. Especially sports, you know? Talk about a
zone where the rules are so well defined. How easy is
it to give it your all when you have direction?!?!?!?!
My whole life is FINDING direction, and here's a
game where it's EASY. Outside lines are in, inside
lines are out - DONE. Just try your best and see what
happens. DAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Clearly, this is still a
bit of an issue with me. And with all I'm dealing with
right now, this episode just gets under my skin.
-
- But, we're now
down to 9. Inching close to the final four. And I
can't say too much, because I lose MY shit in the next
episode. LOL. But I sure as fuck don't quit. And I
don't quit when there's a WHOLE HELLUVA lot
more on the line than four square. Ugh.
-
- 2002. This is
2002. I can't believe it could happen again. It's
'02 and then some.
-
-
- Yeah, I know how
you feel. But in this case? Fuck you too. And the bike
you rode in on.
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- Adam
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